Not sleepy .

    Not feeling tired dun know why.. very fan . But dun know fan wad ???   

playing facebook . And when i open i discover FB has change 

freaking shock . so i post that writing "facebook is different" 

stupid me FB is no different . My stupid sis laptop got problem . 

Luckily i restart if not i'll stuck there for hours !!!! 

Two days ago , i break my bf . for no reason . im too angry him so 

on that time the only thing in my mind is one word "BREAK" So i 

jus say it out . I stil remember i break wif him in the car. And 

i accept him on 10-10-2010 . And suddenly all is gone . 

"wonderin why i fall in love wif you if it dun last long"

"how much i love you is not enough because you are not loving me"

"do my love exist ?"

Now... 3:00 in the morning , ponderin about yesterday regrets can't forget it 

cause it too much . 

In your mind you hav a lot of things to tell him but.. when you cal...

you hav no chance to say , because he is busy doin his own things . BASKETBALL ,

PLAYING COM , YAMCHA WIF FRIENDS , WATCH TV ,  FRIENDS . 

this four things in his life is important . And the girl he love is left behide . 

i say to myself , i have you in my world so it would be different but.. 

no . nothing is different . The different is we are not wad we

 think we are and not friend .But i was wrong  . 

I didn't blame him for that  . I blaming myself . 

Love is blind
Love is eyed
Love is sweet
Love is bitter
Love is care
Love is hesitation
Love is bare
Love is dare
Love is peace
Love is violent
Love is clear
Love is dirty
Love is prominent
Love is contaminate
Love is heaven
Love is hell
Love is crashing
Love is sticky
Love is critical
Love is mythological
Love is brittle
Love is malleable
Love is capable
Love is stressful
Love is innocent
Love is violent
Love is best
Love is worst
Love is nothing
But love is everything
Love is god
Love is devil
Love is evil
Love is shining sun
Love is blinking moon
Love is beautiful earth
Love is the worst larva of earth
Love is hurting
Love is paining
But love is lovable and love is pain clear
Love is like this
Love is like that
Love is too much
I can not describe 'bout it .